well it has been an intersting weekend i really must say.....friday was a little hectic but everything worked out as it usually does.....sihk_rellik  and mysef rode out to Anderson, SC to go see QK and i met childvelvet  . it was a long drive.....but once we got there we all just hung out and as usual didn't go t sleep until early the next morning.....we were getting ( Read more... )

well i got my hair dyed today....i now have straight-up BLACK hair....i look like a doll and that bothers me....but yes i stayed up all night last night and i am just going to do it again tonight....insomnia can be a good thing.....i think i have plans for tomorrow buti am not sure so that will be something to ponder while i stare at the ceiling ( Read more... )

i have been in such a good mood lately.....i don't know what it is.....i have just been so pleasant today to almost everyone....well i went today to try and find prom stuff and ended up walking around concord mills for like two hours....i hadn't been there in a LONG time.....almost 4 years.....but anyway......i got to make contact again today and ( Read more... )

well with only 4 days left to go i finally got to have someone come  over and hang out with me...this was a very nice change of pace from the past week or so of being all alone and having nothing to do....

my dress got here today and WOW i love it....i think i may need to get a few things for it but i want to wear it everywhere until saturday...and ( Read more... )

well it is 6 in the morning and i still have yet to sleep...looks like it will be a fun filled day of stacker-induced awakeness for me...but around 5 or so i decided i was hungry and i went to make something to eat...well this was not a good idea because well...it's 5 in the morning...but moving on...i attempted to make pancakes and found out that ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with myself.....i can't keep thoughts straight anymore.....everything meshes together in one big mess.....i need someone to tell me what is wrong with me.....i can't seem to make myself concentrate on anything.....i can't figure out who really cares and who doesn't.....that is my biggest concern.....i am letting the wrong ( Read more... )

it's saturday night and where am i????? sitting at home doing a whole lot of nothing.....so......while all of you are out having fun.....i will sit here and be bored and take pictures of myself all dolled-up and no where to go.....but will i let any of you see these pictures??? NO!

my dress gets here in 2 days and whew! and i excited..... i am ( Read more... )

it is thursday...i haven't had any type of affection at all since about tuesday...and it's killing me...i never thought i would miss having someone actually pay me attention but i do...i think i am going to try and go somewhere next week...any suggestions???

tomorrow i am going to get my money from BJ so at least i will have about $20 for the after ( Read more... )

well i will be allowed online but not outside so i will be posting a lot....boredom does that to you i suppose.......here is product of my never-ending, unrelenting boredom.......

( yawn )

today i finally ordered my prom dress and it will be here monday....i'm still not too sure how it will look on me but it's really pretty and i want it so i am getting it...and here it is.....


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