ok i got my prom pictures back today and i thought i would go ahead and let everyone who asked for one know that it's not going to happen. i will rip my half off and give you Dave's because.....well...he's just gorgeous......but mine is terrible. it would've been really nice if someone would've told me that i looked THAT fat in that dress and i can ( Read more... )

I NEED TO KNOW THE FOLLOWING:

1. WHO IS RIDING TO PURGATORY WITH ME

2. WHERE I AM PICKING YOU UP AND WHEN

3. WHERE IN THE HELL I AM GOING AFTERWARDS

4. WHO IS GOING TO NEED A RIDE HOME

5. HOW IN THE HELL I AM GOING TO FIND PURGATORY IF I GET LEFT TO GO ALONE  =(

SO IF YOU FALL INTO ANY OF THE ABOVE CATEGORIES, CALL ME TONIGHT....ANY TIME...I WILL ( Read more... )

i think the ice inside the space where my heart use to be is dripping.......someone might want to clean that up.

( i see your mouth moving but can't hear what you say )

i've had such a bad day....i locked the keys in the car and if it wasn't for sihk_rellik  i do believe i would've lost my mind and broken all of my windows....i ended up having it opened and all was well.....finally got some sleep all curled up in a soft warm bed......

i am going to give plasma tomorrow with LeLe so i can actually have some money for this ( Read more... )

well i guess it is time to update so here goes.....it's a little long but it's been a while since i really updated and a lot has been going on.....enjoy =)

( seconds to minutes to hours to days )

i don't really have time to post the events of the past feew days since we are about to leave.....i will do that later....but for some reason i feel the need to make it clear to some people that despite the fact that you fooled me once into believing the things you say to me, this DOES NOT mean that i will fall for it again.....i think i have ( Read more... )

do you even give a damn?

this will be short because i am at school and short on time.....but i will post my a bigger update later today.....

i know it is bad to put any kind of dependency on a drug, but i found that decided to take a stacker this morning in hopes of elevating my mood....well it worked.....i have just been thinking about everything that has happened in the ( Read more... )

it has been quite an intersting day and i suppose part of that is due to all of the ephedrine in my system.....at least i got god writing out of it though.....it all actually makes a lot of sense too.....i thought about everything possible today and i suppose i will elaborate on that now....if you don't really care then don't read it because i don' ( Read more... )

although i find it hard to believe.....i think that jonathan has finally accpeted thr truth.....he called me tonight and for once i told him that i simply couldn't do it anymore.....he was trying to get me to believe him when he says "i love you" but we all know that those are mere words......i don't go by words i go by actions.....and he finally ( Read more... )