Cool beans

[morriganscross]

So last night there were some things weighing on my mind. Some things my therapist and my mother had said to me. I try not to let other people get into my head but sometimes they succeed. I wasn't going to talk about it or even bring it up because I felt it was stupid stuff nobody needed to hear about. But Chris knew something was up and asked

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[alwaysinrepair]

Oh how I envy you! I am happy to know that he "gets it" and without asking what "it" is! You must tell me in great detail how this feels on Sunday. I must live simotaniously through you for a moment in time! LOL! But seriously, congrats.

[morriganscross]

Ok well anytime you want to know anything just ask and ill tell. So yeah I'll go over it Sunday with ya. The "it" I am speaking of is the all too wonderful paranoia. Which I never really had a guy get that before. Or accept it. They always tried to change it, tell me it was wrong or tell me I was wrong for thinking it which he didn't do any of this. Bubblez and the other Chris understood paranoia but well one chose to drown his out in drugs as you well know and the other is case history with his gas truck fantasy. And I hope you find someone who gets you soon as well. As painful as it has been leaving what you loved it does leave you open to finding what you want and you'll love that person even more. You'll be saying...Chris who? I know you'll find it...just a matter of when and stay strong til then.

[alwaysinrepair]

Oh, I'm sure of it. I had to ask him why he felt his image was more important... and as always he said nothing.

I'm more sad about losing my friend.

But the sting of starting over... yea that one is a toughy.

I'll be alright. Done this before.

[4kudzu]

Yeah, he's good like that. :)