So It's our first day back from Spring Break and it really sucks. I also hate this whole time change thing it just sucks. My dad was never home when illinois was an hour behind just for a few monthes now all of the time it's just crazy. It will also suck when we have to go to Champaign for our house and stuff ( Read more... )

Well I took a shower tonight and shaved my legs... I hate it when you just shaved your legs and you get goosebumps and it totally ruins your silky smooth legs ( Read more... )

So I'm supposed to be writing my paper about Martin Luther King Jr. too bad I have writers block and I'm totally confused about what I'm supposed to be writing about. Plus I do have a lot of other things on my mind at this time. I am just so bewildered about certain situations that are going on right now. I just don't understand people, I just don ( Read more... )

Well, it has been forever since I've last updated and I've been urged to update so here it is. A lot of things have happened since the last time I updated. Another trimester has went by and it went by fairly fast. I suprisingly ended up getting a 4.0 Wahoo!. Nothing is really going on that I am able to put on here for the sake of not knowing who ( Read more... )

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Weird things have been happening... Really... Life is just confusing... I got into ISU (back-up plan)... So I was relieved about that...Weird things have been happening lately... I swear... But I can't really get into it, nor do I want to... But they are sure weird... It's also finals week so that makes things stressful... I have to get a lot of ( Read more... )

Well since I last wrote things got bad... I mean really bad... It was horrible I got in a huge fight with my Dad... It was ugly to say the least... But now things are fine with me and my mom but I'm still not talking to my dad that much... All well.... But anyway... I just wanted to actually write something happy in here... Everything with me and ( Read more... )

Well it has been a bad day I've been sick in bed most of the day... I was supposed to go shopping but didn't feel up to it and well me and Jess got into it about her and Jamin's relationship... I just don't get her... I was so proud of her standing up for herself... But she just went running back to him... That's the hardest thing for me to see her ( Read more... )

I hate this... I went to see Andrew tonight and who knows he was acting weird anyway about how I asked him twice what really happened today... I don't know why but I didn't think he was telling me the truth... Well I got there things were fine... I started feeling horrible I mean horrible... Then we started talking and I told him I had to leave at ( Read more... )

All day I've been thinking about mine and Andrew's relationship and what's going on right now and it all resorts back to this one question... Why?... Why is he acting weird again after everything was fine?... Why is he doing this?... Why, why, why... I just don't understand it... I hate how I've opened myself up to being hurt again.. No, I'm not ( Read more... )