i am so over this damn roomate of mine. he works but he doesnt give us any rent or contribute to any of the bills. he walks around the house like it belongs to him and i am so over it. he used to be a good friend and now its like he is just a good mooch. but how to tactfully get rid of him. i just want to boot his ass out on the street and say ( Read more... )

i don't exactly know how i get to this place but what i do know is that love and life has taken me to the next level. i have a man in my life that is all of the things that i want in a man. he is both kind and generous. i can honestly say that i know what love is this time. i love for him when his is away and i linger in the sensation when he ( Read more... )

live life and love what you live right? until that world that you lived in so comfortably is turned up side down and you find your self wondering where it all went wrong. i in my heart of hearts know that it wasn't for lack of love that my relationship went sour. it was all the issues of his that i couldn't help him get over. insert ( Read more... )

i know that life takes us in directions that it intends us to be. i know that here is where i am supossed to be right now but i can't help but wonder if i made some different choices in my life if i would be in a different place. dennis and i are back together and i am moving in and he is happy about it but i have to wonder if this is what i want ( Read more... )

your whole world is shattered by the one who claimed to love you the most. life as you know it comes to a hault and there is no one around you to cushion the impact. what then are you to do. take comfort in a 12 oz. bottle or how about a fifth of some sour mash? no wait how about i revert to my old behaviors. i know i will turn back to drugs ( Read more... )

i just got done with a nastalgic episode of beverly hills 90210. i feel like i am back in the early 90's and i can smell the rave hair spray from my sisters huge bangs. my pants are pegged and my hair gelled. every one in high waisted pants and huge belts. ahh the memories.

friday is the day that i find out if the past year has been for nothing or what. i take my stateboard test to get my liscense wish me luck everyone.

oh my god there is an end in sight. i graduate friday june 29, 2005 at 11:30. if there is anyone out there who would like to see me acomplish the most important event in my life meet me at adirians beauty college on mc henry and floyd. i just can't belive that the end is in sight. ahhh sigh of relif.

this time i don't think that i am ( Read more... )

funny how we all grow up and become adults.