i am soo messed up

Sep 08, 2004 01:47

i know that every thing will be okay but i don't know. will it. i just wish that some one could wave some magic wand and make every thing as easy as it was when i was in school. like when i didn't have to pay rent and when i didn't have a care in the world. when i didn't miss him like i do. it isn't so much him but the thought of him. and how ( Read more... )

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rivot September 8 2004, 03:04:23 UTC
intimate journal entries are good, kind of gets you away from all the pointless banter we go throughout the day.

Being young and carefree again would be great, laying in front of the t.v with a large bowl of cereal, movies were fresh and new feeling, the days seemed more exciting. Im not quite sure what we can do now to feel that way again, but im working on it.

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i know what i have to do morrissey5150 September 8 2004, 21:13:41 UTC
i wish that things could be like they were life was so much easier. but i know that i can't get that back. so i have to move forward. it is just hard for me to do that when life keeps shoving my past in my face. well here is to another day.

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psychmjc September 8 2004, 12:13:42 UTC
I know what you mean. I am right with you on this one. If you ever need anything you let me know. We can be watching out for one another, like brothers n stuff. At the least we can try to help each other as we walk the path out of this kind of thing.

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thanks morrissey5150 September 8 2004, 21:08:29 UTC
i don't know when it happened but it did. and now i am so just confused. right now i am in the crossed roades waiting for something to happen but i know that i am the only one that can make that move. we will see where it goes but thank you for the concern.

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bonitalolita September 8 2004, 18:43:02 UTC
i love you!!!!! :) you always have your fruit fly. call me up sometime. Or maybe i can see you very soon?

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hey morrissey5150 September 8 2004, 21:10:50 UTC
are you still comming down to modesto this weekend? i hope that you will. i really need to see you and jay. i live you guys.

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anonymous September 9 2004, 20:49:26 UTC
hun, you know you can get through this. youre one of the strongest persons i know. you have totally overcome everything imaginable....except this. however i know you and i know you can totally get through this and when you do you will be that much stronger and that much more in contol of your life. (which is what everyone in this world is looking to do) focus on just yourself right now, your dreams, your desires, and your passion. the minute you can focus on all the positive and stop dwelling about the negative life will totally be on your side! love you....
*you know who*

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