when manda told me, i couldn't belive it. He never cared about me as a friend, he nerv cared about me at all. Apparently he thought i was anoying and that he didn't like me. So when he came down to talk to me, after i found out that i was being moved to vanier, it wasn't because he cared it was because ben made him ( Read more... )

yesterday I wrote another letter to Ben. He almost wouldn't take it. I had to prmoise that it wasn't like the last one I has wrote. and well it wasn't. The things I wrote was stuff I should have told him a long time ago, and apologies that i had to make. I'm hoping that he sees how sorry I'am for a lot of stuff I did to him. All I want is to ( Read more... )

This is getting pretty goddman rediculous. Why can't I sleep, even a little bit at night :(. I'm so bored i don't know what to do with myself, and i needa cigarette so badly it hurts, aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh * nicotine fit*, i can't wait till i find a job so i can't juast buy a carton or two every month and then i'll be fine. No no wait if i had ( Read more... )

dANI FILTH!!!!!! the hotest man alive ( Read more... )

So so tired. I haven't gotten a decent night's sleep in the past week. *yawn*, i suppose this weekend didn't help much. but party's are so much fun ( Read more... )