So I'm feeling extremely effing huge today. Had subways and an ice cream sandwich. Plus bloated and just...plain ugly. I feel ugly. Later I'm going to go in my room and exercise and lie on the floor with my round mirror and look at how gross I've let myself become. I'm ashamed of myself.

but things are going to change.

they will. they have no

I just chewed two chocolated laxies. Havent done that in a while. I've forgotten how good they taste :)
My shoulder is killing me along with menstrual cramps and hunger pains. but I dont mind the hunger pains. they make me feel accomplished. if i werent so crippled by cramps i do a few hundred reps an all dat, but i can barely move without lightning ( Read more... )

I'm going to exercise a whole fucking lot tonight. Because I know I'll have candy and a slushie at the theatre tomorrow. I just know it. 
so here's the stuff I'm going to do until I pass out from tiredness and stuff.

200 situps
100 military pushups (one arm for each)
100 squats and lunges
100 rowing reps

just for starters. Did that the other night and ( Read more... )

So today is Father's day, and my sister's 22nd Birthday. So We went out to eat. 
i ate a plate of fruits.

This is a list of stuff I'm looking for/ am interested in/will trade pay for.

replica designer bags

Party Monster on VHS or DVD

IDW's Land OF THE DEAD Issues 2-5

Ressurection DVD

Pale opaque coloured nail polishes

MAC makeup samples

oversized sunglasses

black ankle boots size 9

a bowflex (yeah right, like thats ever gonna happen)

Disco BloodBath (book) By ( Read more... )

Small Purple Trinket Box

Small trinket box decorated with diamond - shaped tiny mirrors and sequins, glitter and tiny beads. Will hold a few rings and / or necklaces. Really cute. You won't be able to leave it on your nightstand you'll be picking it up so much!

Manic Panic N.Y.C. PillarBox Red Semi permanent hair colour creme

Bright red! Never been ( Read more... )