A Different Christmas Poem ( Read more... )

I'm sick of bouncing back and forth. I'm tired of hating the way I look. I'm going to do something about it. I'm going to take control. I have to do this for me. I just need to focus and remember my goal.

So my family has been on vacation since Sunday and I have stayed here at home. I left little notes for everyone in their suitcases. I left one in Joel's bag telling him that the first summer Ryan and I were dating, I only talked to him once for about 10 minutes the whole week we were gone, and I told him to think about our relationship and how ( Read more... )

So Joel has been dating Ella for a while now. I'm not sure exactly how long. Before they started going out, I really REALLY didn't like her. My main reason for that being that she's a flirt and I thought she was just messing with Joel. When she actually started dating Joel, I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt and let her prove me wrong. ( Read more... )

Looking back at yesterday, I'm not quite sure what made the feelings so strong. There's probably a couple things that led up to it. I'd been looking back at old year books a few days prior and like I mentioned all the facebook things I'd noticed ( Read more... )

So I got on facebook today because idleness forces me to wander through cyberspace, and I came to the sad realization that I've haven't really stayed in touch with very many of my high school friends. I find it amusing that Kris was the first person to find me and request to be my friend, but his sister (who I use to think was my best friend) hasn ( Read more... )

So far:
1 small apple
2 tbls peanut butter
1 low fat mini muffin

Here I go again



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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you think ( Read more... )

So...I haven't had time to update because I'm focusing on trying to get a lot of paper work for school done. But I thought I'd take a minute to make a quick post ( Read more... )