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[moss_mystic]

kind of down and out today. i need time to think. lawrence was too ready for me, swooping me up in my relationships and familiar faces and places. i need to be somewhere new in my mind. i need a clean slate and a week to be a hermit

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[dogeeseseegod]

nick, i miss you. feeling objectified by connotation... i understand that.

what do other people's minds look like? i wonder the same. well, i can offer you a peek at mine. my mind is clinging to being jumbled. when i converse with friends and explain why i'm confused, everything comes out crystal clear all of a sudden. they tell me "that's not confusing, that makes perfect sense." but my mind just won't clarify things to myself. so frustrating. i don't seem to know what i truly want or need in the foreseeable future.

sending you a big ol' hug.

i miss you too...

[moss_mystic]

recently i un-earthed that card you gave me with my name drawn on the envelope and a tiny drawing of you, myself, and andre in the hollow of the letter C. and i've kept it out and looked at it fondly ever so often. i feel pretty far away from your life these days, which is okay right now i guess and sort of how things seem to go. Maybe we'll cycle back around sometime soon.

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[raebae321]

It's interesting, I'm hung up in the same line as the other comment, "objectified by connotation", but not because I feel like I am trapped by being perceived in a certain fashion