everything always sucks ( Read more... )

at school now. till 1. then i'm returning some shhyte. work then.... (drum roll please) going to see architecture in helsinki!!!!!! yay!!! i think sennet pat julie chops and i are going. maybe more. friday we did nothing.... saturday... we went to see sharol and justin'd new house. it's killer. then we went to some lame ass party. it was marty' ( Read more... )

birthday party for me on may 6th. be there or die. you know who you are ( Read more... )

yea. i'm still alive. i'm around. currently i'm at schol. maybe i will start updating this when i come to school. maybe not. i dunno yet. i just like to read my friend's entrys and make sure everyone is okay. i mis everyone. ecspecially you jewell. you never visit me

and i'm prepared to cry every night, and be alone and wish that i could take back every mean word said and every dirty look a flashed at him... he ends up blowing me away and totally surprising me. they say you can't change a man. but only if they want to change. well, he wants to change. i told him that there are only 2 ways we could go at this ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about renting the apartment in my mom's backyard. i would have to put the utilities in my name, and they would base my rent on how much i make. then get a full time job during the day and classes at night. i'd have to switch schools tho, fo sho'. anyone interested?? 2 rooms.....

after my anthropology class ends, which is like august, i'm going to quit school temporarily. i have nine years to use my credits. i mean.. really.. i don't know what i want to do with myself yet anyway. and this gives me time to look for a job. i can get a job at my moms bank out here... but that means early mornings and nights 5 or 6 days a ( Read more... )

so... sometimes he's a really great guy, and i know i'm changing him. he doesn't do as much drugs when i'm with him because he's not so depressed. but man is it hard to be in love with a manic depressive. nothing will ever make him totally happy but, when i say then whats the point of being with me, i just want to make him happy. he says that i do ( Read more... )

Ben, Chops and I are going to Chicago next tuesday to see the microphones. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN GOING LET ME KNOW!!!! i don't want to go with the 2 of them drunken fools all by myself.

my dad gave me his car for my birthday. i have a nice car now!! WHO WANTS TO GO ON A ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????????????????????