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cheers
I am repulsed; turned on; dependent on him. I can't figure out if the fact that he likes me so much is making me like him more. I can't figure out if he likes me for any reason other than sex, and the fact that I tolerate his ridiculous lifestyle. I wonder if he respects my choices and my lifestyle and my past and my plans. I wonder if he ( Read more... ) -
invasion/postmodern
"Mis ojos son mi voz ( Read more... ) -
Natalie Portman & fiance... tables turn
This article is awesome ( Read more... ) -
december
Never again ( Read more... ) -
cracked mountains
feels like falling from an airplane ( Read more... ) -
The Composition of Fear in the Brain
Two months ago I watched Warren Beatty’s 1981 film Reds. The film follows communist journalist John Reed and political writer Louise Bryant during their tumultuous relationships both with each other and with their respective careers in an uncertain, intense political and social climate. The film is about three hours long. I didn’t finish it ( Read more... ) -
a day of only producing, ended unexpectedly
Settling into a warm fuzzy feeling regarding this Friday, New Year's Eve. Turns out my good-natured friend Lev is going and I won't be spending the evening partying with Phil. Although the notion is sitll pretty fresh in my mind, I am already looking forward to Friday evening about four times as much as I had been previously ( Read more... ) -
race race race race race race
I’m not one who easily ( Read more... ) -
Hmm.
Maybe I set it up to be disappointed. Maybe I like feeling like "the only one who gets it." Maybe if I associated with people who live it instead of just preaching it, I wouldn't feel such a need to keep those parts of me hidden; maybe I wouldn't feel a need to keep those parts of me at all ( Read more... ) -
needs a lot of work, like a robot
entire universes, worlds ( Read more... )