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[mothduchess]

school is shitty. nothing really makes me happy anymore. is that what growing up is supposed to be? sometimes i think about leaving alex because i think i want to be alone but then i realize i can't because i would die. and that's all there is to it.

frick. melodrama much kate?

ps. i hate ovaries and how my ear friggin hurts.

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[likeadream_]

"sometimes i think about leaving alex because i think i want to be alone but then i realize i can't because i would die."

you would.
and then there would be more melodrama.

(L)

[mothduchess]

gross.
i hate relying on someone so much.
i've done it before. it didn't end well.

but christ. when that kid's not around, there's a hole in my heart.

[likeadream_]

i know.
are you always wondering if he feels like there's a hole too?

i have this problem with becoming dependent on people, and then realizing that they don't need you as much as you need them is crushing.

[mothduchess]

oh yes.
last time i barely survived.
but i'm sure he needs me just as much, if not more.