i've been working a ridiculous amount lately. which is okay because i need money to go to edmonton. I think alex and i are buying a snake. then we can bring it when we move to lethbridge together. in our crappy condo with our oodles of pets ( Read more... )

alex and i had a good date today. he came over, i got ready and we left to go to northhill mall. i had heard rumors of NBC merchandise in one of the stores. which we found! i got a sweet purse for like, $55. then i bought some jewelry at silver sense. it's very cute. we were going to go to land of the dead but it wasn't playing at the coliseum, so ( Read more... )

still no relief on the cough front. i hope it doesn't turn into something horrible. i am making alex take me to the doctors tomorrow, i think. then to call the places i applied at last week and hope for a job offer sometime soon. i hate this. i hate my job. i need to quit now. i think i will try ( Read more... )

i had to walk to school today. which made my trachea explode in a mass of horror. i had to stop and rest twice. they can't give me anything for my strep throat because i'm already on antibiotics for my stupid swollen eye. which is better now ( Read more... )

in the US, more people die from starvation than any other country in the world.

everything is beyond perfect again.
for now.

age - 17 ( Read more... )

i'm so sorry. that i can't say anything i really mean. that i take out my anger on you because of it. i'm just so scared that this is all i have left. and if this is all i have, then there's nothing left to give. that part you thought you held of me disappeared and neither of us can find it. i make excuses because i'm afraid. because there's a hole ( Read more... )

last night was my convocation and tonight is my grad. i got to sit next to bob by pure luck of the alphabet. it was nice to have someone to talk to during the ceremonies. it wasn't extremely long, but long enough. extremely boring principal's speech etc etc. it felt weird to not know most of the kids who went across the stage. a part of me felt ( Read more... )

my family has een alternating between completely ignoring me and treating me like shit lately