I'm tired. Funny how I had 4 days off. So my car is making some funny sounds now....So I think shes going to go rebel on me.. Going to start serving sundays now to cut back on labor since I can't seem to get busy enough on sundays. AND I made like 30 dollars on 9 tables last week. I'm a kickass server. Way better than them girls... man it can't be ( Read more... )

So I found out why I had a migriane all fucking day - I got a calcium deposit in my ear canal that is wreaking havoc on my inner ear. Damn does it hurt Sneezing, coughing, and burping - that is the worst. ow, ow, ow, and more ow...The med ctr better not be crowded tommorrow morning - cause i will be shortcutting everybody. I want this damn thing ( Read more... )

So, I dont know. i think I'm starting to like Xai....I love hanging out with her. We both write, we are both sarcastic about things, With proper training, she could be good at video games, I fell in love with nic to fast and probably ruined that so I don't know if I can let someone in. I have gone so long without it I think I'll just screw it over ( Read more... )

So I like the way that nintendo has made the controllers of the Wii into little gaming wands so we all look like damn little faeries waving them around our friends heads. I also like the way they never thought of "heey maybe we should put something on here like a legal thing saying you cannot hold nintendo responsible if you "accidentally" toss/ ( Read more... )

Well I'm leaving to spend 2 weeks with grandpa. in 23 hours.....No cussing. No gaming. No computer..... I think I'm going to die there. Whatever. i think I need to get away. From this city, from my friends, from everyone and everything and come back refreshed and ready to get into it again ( Read more... )

So, everyone at work seems to have forgottten I am going to Tenneessee in a week. So my 2 weeks of vacation has become a total suprise. In the holiday. When I won't be there. I don't care - I am taking it anyway. i think I need a little getaway. I told everyone a long time ago. So to hell with the hut ( Read more... )

Yes it has been a crushing week. I have wanted to date Nic for a long time now, and every time I try she is dating someone new, so this time I just dove in, and got the friend line. A very Ben ending, I should've expected it. I do love her, I don't know why I never said anything. I think I scared her a few to many times. I never wanted a fling, ( Read more... )

Yay! Moment of chipperness. It passed. Started deviantart sub today. Options are fun. woot. WWW.Chaosflare003.DeviantART.com/

Stow homecoming. Was so good damn busy got a headache was hot, busy some more worked over another hour. Time to leave everyone was jealous like I hadn't been there since 9A.M. . Very tired get to open. Yay!

I don't get life. Mainly mine, but who does. I guess everything you want you're not meant to have. If you do get it, you better be damn thankful about it cause you can lose it in half the time it took you to get it. Maybe I'm wasting my life on something. Maybe I should fight for the dream instead of waiting for it to befall me. Maybe the only way ( Read more... )

I so depressed and angry with everything I just don't know where to turn. dad just yells all the time about just how much we don't help him. Bullshit we do help you just like to ask for to much. Like walk in my room at 6 wanting mapquests, and telling me to mow the grass in the rain and go over the rentals to deliver your eviction notices. what the ( Read more... )