This week has been up and down. We got josh to sign up at the gym. i have been really going at it hardcore in the gym. Really starting to come together. I know it won;t happen overnight, but i have already lost like 13 pounds...but thats because i don't eat a lot. like 3 times a week ( Read more... )

So this is it. I am officially ending my persuit of nic. I have made my feelings perfectly clear, but like everything I guess the world doesn't want me to be happy. Me and her are like her and tim. HE dodn't want to be more than friends, and she wanted more. I want more and she probably just wants to be friends. Don't know but I don't push people ( Read more... )

So now the only 2 girls i like have left me. Nicole and jen no longer work at the hut. God what am I to do? I can only assume nic's to busy, and jen doesn't talk for very long. I know I'm easily forgotten and am quite used to it by now. none of my freinds ever talk to me anymore except for trick who always wants to go to the gym. Oh well, I started ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on. I don't know why I have been sad all day. I hid it from everyone today so I don't get the whole :"ben's in a bad mood, so leave him alone stich". It's not a bad mood, i am depressed so if you're going to bring bullshit leave it at the door ( Read more... )

God it feels so good not to have to work with shelby over the hectic and already annoying weekend. I wish it could always be like this.

O.K. So this is funny, wierd, and scary all at once ( Read more... )

Every single one of my friends is slowly finding out i go to a gym... and guess what thier response is...Ben? In a gym? Why? Me? why not i need to get in shape...I want my sexy beast pose back...I answered all 3 of those ignorant questions with one answer.. So I was in there wednesday after work, and these two guys were watching me do tricep curls ( Read more... )

So, and yes i have'nt updated in a week! I'm so excited.... Anyway, I do like Nicole, and a couple of days ago I was confronted by an UNKNOWN assailant who had the most abrupt and slightly annoying thing to say. So THEY came up to me and said,"So I hear you're trying to get together with nicole..." So, my retort," Yeah well, I don't think thats any ( Read more... )

45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:redraobrehtom What did you do last night?:fell off a roof The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:Space above and beyond Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:a lot of them Last time you swam in a pool?:16 years ago What are you ( Read more... )

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