Jesus Christ... hahahah, so I just took a look at Keith's myspace, I don't know why but... whatever. I noticed he's with another girl already and while I felt about .001% of jealousy I took a step back and thought, poor girl. She's getting herself into a whole mess that she doesn't even know about. She'll learn eventually. And I just reminded ( Read more... )

Aspen speaking here, I just returned from residential treatment a.k.a. rehab. I was there for 42 days. Before that Keith and I got into a domestic violence dispute and he destroyed my laptop. I am 50 days clean and I am so happy. I am in a halfway house and I have many many many debts to pay off. I hope everything turns out well and I hope you all ( Read more... )

my car is ghetto ( Read more... )

Still very sad...
Life feels pointless...
I need a job.
Christ.

still wandering... /:

i feel like i've lost so much of myself.
i just let the days pass by me without stopping much to smell the roses, just drama drama work, busy, drama, eating, not eating.

i wanna live a day in someone else's head.
someone else's eyes and thoughts.
one can dream.

So I think I'm ready for a real update ( Read more... )

It's late so i dont have time for a real update ( Read more... )

omg omg omg omg so much has happened.

just putting this on here to remind myself, I promise i'll have an update SO soon.

Still figuring everything out...

MIND UNDER CONSTRUCTIONyou could say ( Read more... )