The rave scene is a joke ( Read more... )

i want to die.
genuinely.

everything is pointless.
everything ends.
happiness is so short lived.

i wish i had a gun.

So all the years I was a lone, all the years I wished I could just find someone, all the years while everyone around me had a boyfriend, or a fuck buddy or someone to share some intimacy with, I sat at home a lone ( Read more... )

why do drugs

fascinate
terrify
intrigue
scare
anger
please
intimidate
infuriate
AND
find

me?

So I've sorta disappeared for a little while... I tend to do this often apparently... Hah. But anyways, I moved into my new apartment, and I do have to say it's fucking outrageously amazing. I'm so happy to finally have my own area to call home. Keith and I are dating now and I am so happy :] I find myself doubting our relationship alot but I know ( Read more... )

and every single day i astonish myself with the smart choices I make ( Read more... )

yesterday was my birfday, yo!

so charlie went off on me again last night but thankfully there were some other people there to help me feel better, including keith ( Read more... )

kelly and i are finito.

we just sorta stopped talking as of yesterday
and i'm okay with it because i have keith. :]

that is all.

ugh and yet again i'm just going to wait around, until i get my car, to see if kelly and i will be better ( Read more... )