it's all dawning on me now.
im unhappy.
i need to break up with kelly.
it's been over for a while.
i don't want to but i need to.
i need to be able to see him to do it though.
since i can't do it over the phone, that's just stupid.
but it's been 5 days since we've seen each other, and 5 days ago i only saw him for about 10 minutes.

...fuck...

i'm in love, love, love.

it's pretty much final now that i will be living with kelly.
and i'm getting becky's car, and i'm gonna be 18 soon.

life could be looking up!

After last night, I think I'm done with drugs ( Read more... )

I'm so happy I have Becky and my dad sometimes ( Read more... )

Kelly wants me to move in with him when I turn 18.

Oh gosh.

soooo i think i'm getting beckys honda as my new car... which is pretty SICK. hahah ( Read more... )

finally around 2 kelly called me and FREAKED when he heard what happened.
he came over and cuddled with me for a little while.

wow i love him.
so so so much.

so the rental is no more...
im not 18 and they wont let someone under 18 drive a rental.
so now i wait....
i'm so sore i can barely move so i'm gonna be stuck in my bed for a whileeee

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and kelly still hasnt called me yet...

so gene is no more ( Read more... )

ugh, i keep having these terrible dreams where kelly leaves me... and when i go to call him when i wake up cuz i'm all upset... his phone is off.

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