General life update: Things are good, alcohol is bad. But fun. Hahaha.

i dont write regular in here or anything, but i cant sleep so why not write some shit down about it. chris is on a trip with his friend in montana, left tuesday and they're there til friday night. well he called me from the airport when they got in, but i havent talked to him more than 30 seconds after that. havent heard a thing from him over 2 ( Read more... )

Ugh, bad weekend. I started the birth control shot on friday and it really screwed with my moods over the weekend, it was def a big adjustment. Chris was pretty down most of the weekend and I didnt talk to him much Friday night which I wanted to while I was feelin off, but he didn't feel like talking. I was stressed. Saturday was my dads birthday ( Read more... )

Havent written in some days so this may be a long one ( Read more... )

i dislike that chris had to move to jersey, and that it costs me $3 to go over there. i don't mind the drive cause i'm going to see him and i love spending all the time with him i can. but his parents set a new "rule" that guests have to leave the house around 9. not a big deal, but i only get there at like 5:30 any weekdays i do go.. and with our ( Read more... )

Just making all aware that I'm still here, not dead. Been a bit busy/sick for a while and it sucks. My stomach has been acting strange and uncomfortable for a few days, I blame all this vegetables soup my mom has been making. On and off very not nice gas like pains. Yeah, not a nice sharing detail but who gives. Better go away soon. Had a wawa ( Read more... )

that its seriously time to stop being fat. yeah yeah so i'm 'not that bad' not even technically overweight or anything, just not happy. lost a little bit recently like 4 or 5 but still need to drop 10 or even better 15 before summer. i know that one of my main problems is drinking, but who can honestly see me giving that up? havent been going to ( Read more... )

I cooked dinner for Chris and my family for valentines day, having dinner with everyone together is nice I'm sad we can't do it more often. My gpop is a riot, he has the whole table in tears we laugh so hard. He told Chris he's going to have a good cook, implying I'm a keeper. Lol. He also told me I was going to die after I ponted out that I ( Read more... )

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I hate it when people, guys especially, get all uppy about me (or girls in general) being in bad moods during their wonderful time of the month. It's not like I wake up every day that week and say.. "hey self, lets be a miserable fucking person today. we'll cry, scream and be really sad. it'll be awesome everyone will hate you." Quite the opposite ( Read more... )