it's been quite awhile obviously but that's not out of the norm for me. there hasn't been anything too worthy of writing about. the only three that i ever socialize with are sarah, christine and stevie. i thought i had more friends than that before i went to school. there are few traces that a social life existed here before college for me. i ( Read more... )

this weekend was so boring, to say the least. i've been working on my art portfolio all day, which is no good. remind me why i'm an art ed major if i can't even draw or paint? school sucks! last week was straight from hades. i busted it to get shit done so i could go see THE MARS VOLTA!!!!! but in the end i still had a fucking paper to write and so ( Read more... )

for the last semester, i've had the catch phrase to chia pets stuck in my head. don't know why really. i've given up on this whole guy thing. i'm in a really fucked up square if you ask me. the ex,me, the guy, and the new girl. oh well, what are ya gonna do. if neither matthew or i are married one day, we'll reproduce and have the coolest kids ( Read more... )

well obviously it's been awhile. my computer was royaly fucked up and had to go to the doctor. good thing i'm writing in this now because if you would have talked to me last week, i would have come off as a total nut job. let's back things up, i asked v to spring party and he said yes. much to my suprise he had broken up w/ his girlfriend 3 weeks ( Read more... )

well, it's been a good while as usual. my hand hurts like a bitch and everybody thinks i'm a hypochondriac but i really don't think that's justified when my index finger is swelling. well they can all shove it. school sucks bad. i slept through my 12:00 class yesterday, great way to start off the week. i finally changed my major today which ( Read more... )

i don't hate anyone but when i say i hate you, you are uderly and passionately disliked. my stupid ass english teacher is ass from hell. he makes not only mine but every person's life he encounters miserable. the details are too lengthy but let's just say i've reached the level of stressed out that the next step is my head blowing off from the ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've written in this thing. i love to piddle on the internet when before i go to sleep. i'm really hungry right now but feel like i'm going to throw up. when i got in the shower this morning, i was touching my stomach and it feels smaller. i don't know if i'm losing weight or not cuz i'm definately not trying. it's ( Read more... )

i'm so totally on the ball and am elated that i am actually getting things done. i'm in such a good mood right now that i don't think the covers on my bed can contain me. listening to jack johnson puts me in an even better mood. i looked at the bonnaroo lineup today and found out that the mars volta is playing but guess what i get to do during ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've written in this thing. well, i called matthew today to ask him to our formal in about a month. it's gonna be like prom all over again but with more people that i like. i just have to find a dress and everything. oh well, it'll be fun. i'm glad to be back at school it's just hard getting back in the routine of things ( Read more... )

i'm pissed because i just wrote a long journal and i hit something and it totally erased. we had a date party last night and i took kevin which was fun but he's a bit of a dirty dancer. i was like "let's back it up now". i was drunk and i really thought that we would hook up but it never seemed like the right time, somebody was always around. i'm ( Read more... )