omg. i had planned for such a disastorous weekend *i dont know how to spell goods. i just want u to see how much i thot it was going to suck* and of course in some parts it did, i didnt get to see kayla! NOT COOL. anyways...so yesterday chaz was walking around, and he came and visited me. he told me to go over to chazs and make a movie, and watch ( Read more... )

wow, my life again. today was boring. i had to work that dumb water polo team. LUCKILY! i was saved...around like 7ish? yeah. justin imed me earlier saying his friend was picking him up, and asked if i wanted to do something. i told them i was lazy but they can come here. so they did. my mom was upstairs, and came down with these boys in the room. ( Read more... )

well well. i had a great/terrible night. i will start with the bad.

1. I didnt get to go to kaylas, she didnt get to come here :( and its all my fault.

2. I feel my heart break everytime i see him.

OK now for the good.

1. David got to come over to my house! he brought my lovely chris, and his friend joe. wow, it was suuuch a fun day!

2. I like ( Read more... )

ooooookkkkkkkkkk well nothing is new here...at all. i talked to chris a little last night, he wanted to play this weekend, but i said i couldnt til like late sunday, because today is KAYLAS BIRTHDAY ( Read more... )

sigh. well i guess i messed things up with chaz again. why do i somehow do this EVERY time? im so wack. ok. well umm yeah and patrick i guess isnt going very well either. i will deal. but luckily...I HAVE A NEW DEAR! his name is chris. aww hes so cute. yes. umm i went to kevin's bday party and just GUESS who i saw there.... JESSE MORENO! o dear i ( Read more... )

i dont understand, how my whole entire life i wish for something, and when i finally get it, i cant stand it, and i wish it would change. i just dont get it. see, well i know you all remember chaz, i even had a journal with his name!! :-0. yeah but umm...ive been talking to him recently. i went to his house last....sunday. we played in his pool and ( Read more... )

mannnn o man. hottest guy on the planet. haha i talked to him til 2 am last night even tho it was "online" we still talked. it was extremely fun. he sent me cool pictures. some made me laugh. i drew him some pictures on paint. they were lovely. HAHAHA "hold my hand at the gay place" hahahahahha. dear lord, please help me stop laughing at that. ummm ( Read more... )

well i had NO idea what i was going to do today. but it turned out to be absolutely positively...fun. haha. ok yeah i was talking to ajax online and he was like "you should come skateboarding with me and jordan" i was like wel 1 i cant skate, and 2 u have to do it at sugar hill cuz no one is home. sooo he said ok, they came and "picked me up" kind ( Read more... )

man this entry is going to be ULTRA long...and some of you may not even read it, but trust me its fun and worth it, especially for when your bored ;).

ok so let me start with SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY of TWO weeks ago. well i was driving along the freeway going out to huntington beach to see hellogoodbye yada yada yada, but i STILL had no one to go ( Read more... )

omg. i just started talking to ajax again. hes so great. i <3 him. i thought he hated me but i guess not. he might come down to the dumb tournament tomorrow so im not a loser/loner. i dont have anything to say. i guess thats it...IM SO HAPPY I TALK TO YOU AGAIN AJAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 times a million ( Read more... )