Yesterday was my mothers birthday. She would have been 64 years young, has she not passed away at age 38.

I miss you Mom.

I hope I make you proud.

Too much chemical fog - were they really on stage?

Did they actually perform live - honestly i couldn't tell you if they did or not. Was it to track? lip sych? all triggers?

Good to see Amelia and Forrest though!

I rarely have migraines...but lucky me seems to have one right now ( Read more... )

He called last weekend - Saturday afternoon. I saw the area code on my phone but with a number I didn't recognize ( Read more... )

So - a good friend of mine has been getting all sorts of invites to halloween parties and has attended several, and has not extended an invite ( Read more... )

during the nasty morning commute yesterday my car started smoking ( Read more... )

this is a video done by a journey member...

I'm missing from this video... but no matter

this is a part of what i miss (notice the pile of boxes next to the semi - those are MINE!)

http://www.vimeo.com/1848430

unfortunately i was asleep.

It was just his voice - all happy and gravely saying, hey baby, its Deen - give me a call.

i called him back and of course got voice mail. At least he called... so i know he's alive.

Every day that goes by I learn to live in my own skin and be happy ( Read more... )

I'm home ( Read more... )