1.i dont know if i really like you or like the thought of you, you get to personal and ask to many questions that im just not ready to answer ( Read more... )

 i wish i knew what u were thinking all the time, itd make things so much easier

ten things you want to say to some one but neverrr can

1.yo my bestfriend, were always here for eachother when something goes down and i know you will always be there, and i love you for it, and i love that we talk "dirty" to each other in silly voices haha <3 ( Read more... )

Its funny how someone you havent spoken too in so long, can call you out of the blue and make you fall head over heels all over again. =]. at first when i came back from mississippi i was a little depressed. But i thought alot, and why should i be depressed. i have the greatest friends in the world. And this person who just randomly knocked me off ( Read more... )

i had a talk with someone the other day.. about like how when we were younger the happy family moments.. when everyone would eat dinnerrrr together and then lik eplay board games and just be a happy family. and it made me really sad thinking like how fast things change. One minute your enjoying a easter dinner at your grandmas.. and then the next ( Read more... )

well this weekend was prettty damnn fun. i got to take a road trip with my buddies, and get away from all the BLAH that was here lol, we went to okechobee and then islands of adventure, spent all our money, ate all the food in probably the city of okeechobee, or atleast all the shrimp and potatoe chips for that matter,  and bought out a million ( Read more... )

your back to your old shit, that i thought id never have to deal with again. but hey you proved me wrong.  Do you love me? or are you just using me for your own fucking well being

what do you do when you feel you have no one to turn to? when you feel like everyones sick of hearing ur problems. Ya ur probably reading this and thinking omg shut up it can be so much worse. But i dont care, everyone has stuff that triggers them, and upsets them. And everyone has feelings that need letting out. I wish i could go away, or ( Read more... )

everything fucking sucks.

i was thinking.. and i really miss you guys. like even though  you cause me a lot of pain, id rather have you here to talk to then , ya'll be there. i want to say its not fair. But it is. You deserved it. But i just wish it wasn't such a stiff punishment. i might not get to see one of you ever again. thinking about it really does hurt me, you'd ( Read more... )