Comments | motoxbabe27: Kiss Having Hope Goodbye...

motoxbabe27

Kiss Having Hope Goodbye...

Jan 24, 2006 22:34

I dont know what to do. I dont know how to help anyone, let alone be there for them. I mean, I am not the best when people die. And thats what happened. People have died. Even though, I dont actually know that. I heard it. And not from who I needed to hear it from. But, my own fault. Things are just shitty. And it pisses me off. I dont fucking want ( Read more... )

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luckygal813 January 25 2006, 05:38:03 UTC

Just know that I am always here to talk to if you need anything *hugs*

awaiteddarkness January 26 2006, 00:23:03 UTC

I am sorry things are going so well for you right now. I do want to say that you do help Colleen. You have helped me a bunch of times. Life does suck and it seems to be true that there is more bad than good...but the good has to outweigh the bad, even if it is less frequent. Chin up girlie...Call me if you need to chat!

meltedraindrops January 30 2006, 00:54:56 UTC

You want everyone to be okay... understandable. Yet in the sentence just before that you say how you want to lay around and do nothing and be alone? You want everything to be good but you don't want to have to work at anything.. or help anyone? Makes sense why you think we're all going to lose then. Yes, people have died. Things have been... unbelievable. When was I supposed to tell you this? When we call you and you don't answer the phone? I think it's pretty shitty to leave a message with something like that. I also think it's pretty shitty to send a text message with your work schedule and stick a little "Tell Cass I'm sorry" at the end. Like an afterthought or P.S. I know you feel like there's nothing you can do in any of these situations... which I can see in Chris' situation. There really isn't much anyone can do... but I'm right here, living 5 minutes from you and you don't even call when you find out that I lost two people in 3 days? I do hope that you're ok too... I doubt "bumming around and minding your business" is going to ( ... )

motoxbabe27 January 30 2006, 05:31:51 UTC

Im just going to be done. Ive talked to Justin. Stop fucking making me out to be the bad guy.

motoxbabe27 January 30 2006, 05:57:47 UTC

And another thing. Dont analyze my journal.