On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favourite line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. [Minus any instrumentals, and skipping any duplicated songs ( Read more... )

So its now been official that I am finished. I am beyond pissed off. No matter what I fucking do, no one is ever happy. So therefore, I am done with it. If only I could say what I really thought.

He always said he wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. Well thats what hes been doing, except he is awake. Too complicating to explain really. Do you ever just not know what to do? Thats how I feel right now. Im lost, hurt, scared, and confused. Theres a girl who reminds me of Marissa in my Art History class. Shes really nice, but she makes me ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do. I dont know how to help anyone, let alone be there for them. I mean, I am not the best when people die. And thats what happened. People have died. Even though, I dont actually know that. I heard it. And not from who I needed to hear it from. But, my own fault. Things are just shitty. And it pisses me off. I dont fucking want ( Read more... )

They left... 8 more..

Im going to tell you all something, and I hope that it doesnt go in one ear and out the other. I hope it sticks in your mind, for a long time, if not forever. Don't ever tell me that my life isnt bad enough to want to kill myself! You have no idea what its like for other people until youve walked a mile in their shoes. Im not saying that Im begging ( Read more... )

Alright kids, Im not going to be around too much the next 2 weeks I dont think. Unless I get online at Chris's? But who knows. I have to go to bed though because I have to be up butt ass early to catch me a plane to New York! I love you all... Have a safe and fun New Years...And everyone who drinks needs to drink one for me!!

I suppose it's journal time.. I started packing, kind of. So we all know that means I just tried everything on and decided what I was going to take. Now its only 3 days away, and that scares me. Because 3 days before the last time... it didnt work out. I need this to work out. I need him to know that it doesnt matter how much shit "he puts me ( Read more... )

I am soooo cold! Its like 21 degrees outside, and Im a genius who doesnt wear a coat or a hoodie. Dont you wish you were as smart as I am? In other news, I talked to Justin today and he told me that Sue has a problem with me. She says I "need to work on my attitude." Okay, first of all, anytime Im needed there, Im there. Second, I do not have an ( Read more... )

GOING TO NEW YORK!!! Dec 31-Jan 12!!!