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with a smile on your face
i don't know what you are anymore, but you're not what i thought you were.
in my head, i must have made you out to be this selfless and compassionate person incapable of intentionally hurting other people. i must have subconsciously put you on some kind of high moral pedestal. i don't know why it took so long for me to realise that this couldn't be ( Read more... ) -
do you want the truth?
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homesick and missing people (and mookie) badly. -
so lovable (because i don't want to forget)
what i remember from cambodia random heart-to-hearts with people / a deranged xinghao counting down to the launch of his attack / caroline and i laughing hysterically at the sheer madness: toothpaste, passport, 1 fucking gallon of water, pubes on the floor / popping by the kindergarten side with kaili a million times a day to play with the ( Read more... ) -
along the way
If she loves you, if she really loves you, you’ll know it. If you can wake up to her staring at you and it’s not even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn walk at the beach, and not for B.O., if she makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly at four in ( Read more... ) -
don't tell me i'm wasting away
soooo, let me have this brief moment of self-indulgence. i think i'm entitled to it ( Read more... ) -
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random incoherent babbling observations from todayyou know, it's pretty conclusive lining certain relationships up and drawing parallels between them. if you find the the actions and reactions of a person in the first relationship exactly mirror those of a person in the second relationship, you can pretty much deduce the second person's motives for ( Read more... ) -
rinse and repeat
i don't need to ask if we will tire of this same old routine. two strangers perched on opposite ends of a couch, fingers splayed over our mouths in a mockery. we can always persist valiantly in our attempts to salvage something so broken; after all, it's only what we've been hammering at for months on end. again we'll discreetly nudge our mess ( Read more... ) -
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offbeat
when you turn to me
it is because i can never tell the difference
between your smile and your grimace
it is because i can already feel myself
losing grip
that i cannot meet your eyes still
we commence our
slow crawl through empty pages
or a monotonous mechanic march
take cold comfort in our laced fingers
in the rhythm of your footfalls
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NO, YOU KNOW WHAT. I AM SICK OF THIS.
THIS IS JUST RIDICULOUS BEYOND WORDS.
I can't appease - yes, appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease appease ( Read more... )
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