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selfish
i. not too long ago i contemplated slipping you a message discreetly. not a message in every sense of the word; neither verbal nor written, but put across gently, slid over lacquer with cold fingers, enough so that i wouldn't have to watch another losing battle being fought. i would have told you not to take advantage of how malleable feelings can ( Read more... ) -
unsteady footing
i've already posted a couple of the raw ones on my tumblr, but i wanted to put these up somewhere. all of these have already been tampered with (meaning photoshopped), especially since my shaky hands resulted in the majority of the shots being really blurry. so, more than a year after receiving my holga (♥ and i'm sorry i couldn't use the first ( Read more... ) -
that's not to say...
It's a temporary liberation, but it's more than enough for now. I love you 1T35, I do. (:
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Sometimes it's more than just an indication of how comfortable you are with a person. When you expose yourself to someone: all your flaws and your insecurities, you're placing in him or her a kind of immeasurable, inexplicable trust. You trust you haven't ( Read more... ) -
this song makes me happy
new soul, my new feel-good song. :D there are a gazillion covers on youtube, but this particular one struck me because it seemed so unpromising. i heard the kina grannis cover (i totally stalk kina grannis) first, and then found the original, which then led me to the whole plethora of covers. i have this amazingly stupid and time-consuming habit ( Read more... ) -
my self-defence mechanism
god, it must be fucking karma. i take back all those times i used to roll my eyes and dismiss your issues as trivial or you being oversensitive and ungrateful because guess what? the shit has hit the fan in the same fucking spot. tell me "i told you so", please. rub it in a bit more, i beg of you. lo and behold, my ever-so-dependable mantra: i can' ( Read more... ) -
no need to say goodbye
We should all keep pretending,
that our dreams are patent pending,
You should see
some of the scenes that I've seen.
And I know love,
'cause I've flown above and beyond,
but it's still too long of a wait.
The last thing I want is to be able to give you reassurance/ stability/ peace of mind because I'm afraid of lulling you into a comfortable, sated ( Read more... ) -
left behind
I thought I was finally comfortable in my own skin. Seems as though that might've been yet another trick of the light... because it wasn't me I thought I saw. I'll admit now I was staring at the screen, waiting for that little tug. That jolt. That same rushing-lifting-soaring. Anything familiar I could latch onto and know things were fine. It didn' ( Read more... ) -
try to walk away and i stumble
Snuff out the light and rekindle it in the next.
It's been days, and still I cannot justify to myself the way I restrained my words when the light fell upon you. Does it hurt, does it hurt, does it hurt badly like it used to; and if my words have ceased to barely skim even the surface of your thoughts, then why do I still hold back when there's no ( Read more... ) -
good morning world
My body's so traitorous; always in the wake of a hundred million and one things I've been assigned to do, it decides to die on me. In this case, by springing a random fever on me. Whaaat a pleasant surprise. I don't even want to count the number of days I've missed school now... it's like, pretty absurd.
Oh, and I haven't mentioned how disgusting ( Read more... )
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