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the sweetest sadness in your eyes
i. Don't you know all you ever actually had to do was ask? It'd probably have surprised you how willingly I'd agree to comply. I've been hardened towards your flaws, and I'll always have you to thank for this wake up call.
ii. Admittedly you don't cross my mind as often as you should, but this recent spate of events resurfaced some old prejudices.. ( Read more... ) -
stupid but necessary post
I just threw an almighty tantrum because my GC went missing again. I get majorly annoyed when I lose things (like you can't already tell), because my mind refuses to let itself get distracted by other pending and infinitely more significant and urgent matters (ie. my mountain of homework to complete) and now in my head all I'm thinking is WHERE IS ( Read more... ) -
too old for tantrums
Some advice: Stop being so goddamned idealistic. You don't have a clue what you're getting yourself into, do you? I just don't want you to turn back around and tell me you regret all of it, because I'm sure as hell not going to hurt for you. -
5 more minutes, but
to the one and only terter wong - happy birthday! (: you're the true blue hair goddess in my eyes (and even if no one else wants to be your valentine anymore because of that top-left picture, i promise i'll still want you 'cos i think you're adorable). ♥ hope you had a lovely seventeenth!
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won't you tell me what's missing?
I wonder, sometimes, if I seem any less sincere just because I tend to get carried away with my clichés.
Maybe that's just it - maybe I've lost that ability to give wholeheartedly, to immerse myself fully in a friendship, so I've mastered the art of masking my inadequacies with trite words I pull from previously. Previously, when it meant nothing ( Read more... ) -
i write this at the risk of sounding completely corny, but who cares!
So I think I've been what you'd call a horrendously craptastic friend as of late.
I know I can't really make up for my ignorance or insensitivity or lack of tact or just plain obliviousness sometimes but I just want all of you to know I LOVE YOU VERY MUCHLY ♥ ♥ ♥ and I do care and all you need to do is smack me in the head and sit me down and pour ( Read more... ) -
look a bit harder
JUST STFU NAO. ):
For once, find enough sense in your stupid, narrow, shrunken head to let things go. You think you did what you did for me, but it was all just to bolster your huge-ass ego (as usual). You're all the same, because you always fancy what you do is justified just because you bear the brunt of the pain. It's always about you, you, you, ( Read more... )
