When you are listening to itunes on shuffle your mood can change in a instant depending on what piece of music this program decides you are going to be hearing next. Currently playing: Theme song to Jurassic Park. Who knows what could come next? Probably punk. That's what you get for sharing your itunes with another individual ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this journal for a long time now. I suppose I haven't really felt the need to. I like reading over previous entries to give myself perspective on my current "problems" in life. I can reflect on past problems and how I managed to get past them. It seems anything I consider a problem is something that scares me, or something I ( Read more... )

I watched Reality Bites for the first time in years last week. I still fucking love that film but I felt a little sad too. I felt as though in the time between now and when I last watched that film that the years of my life that are represented in that film have come and gone and now I'm moving to another phase. It was a blink and you'll miss it ( Read more... )

I fucking nailed my NIDA pieces on Monday and I knew it. The NIDA 2nd year student approached me to tell me what I already knew. Great fucking work. Did I get a call back? Am I 19 years old?????? No. Well, everyone got the standard lecture about being passionate and hungry for it. Personally, I think that is just an excuse. "When I was young I ( Read more... )

Pretty White Lies begins Friday and although I'm ot involved in the project I'm still really excited about it. I stood in for plotting for Anthony and the stage looked amazing. Aside from that I'm really excited that I'll be able to see Emma and Celeste again now that they'll be free. Emma, so that we can further discuss where my play is going ( Read more... )

So Hatched is over now and I admit I'm a little sad but also really excited about all the future work it has made available to me.  I have been asked to audition for a show happening in December,  I want to continue working on my play, I have classes at St Martins for the rest of the year, I am doing the drama school auditions with some St Martins ( Read more... )

She offers her perfect chocolate tendrils, ripe red lips, open smile and bedroom eyes to distract you from her dry salt-crusted cheeks. The tears are long gone now, but her picture will last forever.

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sometimes you just want to give up

It has been....I don't even know how many months now since i got back and I'm sort of back into my life and yet not. I miss my foreign friends and feel guilty for not having made much contact since i got back but i haven't made much contact with people here either. i have noticed how bad things have gotten for so many of the people i care about ( Read more... )

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