so again i find myself sitting here.. (oh by the way HI IM BACK FROM GERMANY!!!)... pondering a subject i have thought over for months now.. and much more recently than ever before. there is only one problem.. I dont know who to talk to about it. I feel like one of my best friends has dooped me because of my trusting nature and I dont know how to ( Read more... )

I am off to Germany for a month.. I am very sad to be leaving home but I am excited for this marvelous opportunity.. I dunno I have been pumped all day today until now.. I dont really wanna miss all you guys like I know I will.. but i guess ill forget all of this tragic stuff once I get there... I've never been away from home for this long (out of ( Read more... )

OK so i want a vote on this.. and I may win i may lose but I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE I AM 5, when i am a junior in college! So I have had one of the worst weeks I've had in a long time. I have nearly quit one of my jobs about 10 times in the past two weeks (most coming in the past 3 days), I have been screamed at by my boss like 4-5 times ( Read more... )

OK well just thought Id hop on here and say I am royaly pissed with the hurricanes right now and we had better win on monday... I have also just posted a shit ton of new pics on facebook (finally the Philmont Albums have arrived) and 11 new ones on Myspace (only 12 allowed ya know). There are more on the way for facebook and maybe some deletions of ( Read more... )

well i got my new cell phone yesterday, I got a new game today, and I am no longer spending any money as of this moment!! Except for necessities that is. I love my phone, it is beautiful and amazing..YAY.. I had a decent day today.. It was pretty great until just a bit ago.. right now everything is just going downhill.. I cant find my PS2 cables ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my first day off in forever... or at least thats how it feels. I bought 4 new CD's today. Atreyu: A Death Grip on Yesterday, Linkin Park: Hybrid Theory, Nickelback: All The Right Reasons, and..yes I finally bought it.. Nick Lachey: What's Left Of Me. And you know what.. so far I like Nick's CD alot so screw all of you...lol. It's an ( Read more... )

has finally set in. Im so fucking tired I can barely see straight right now.. yet I wont even begin to see a day off till wednesday... I closed at Brixx 3 times this week (which means working till 1 am).. worked an extra day that I wasnt originally scheduled for... 3 days at Dockside... and I still have two more days left working at Brixx before I ( Read more... )

So Jon has a BIIIIIG anouncement about the direction his life is taking.. but guess what.. NONE OF YOU GET TO KNOW!!! at least not yet.. me and well.. I just wanna keep this under wraps for a while... for the select few of you that know... (Matt, Lexa, Car-Car, Scott).. you better hush up...lol But seriously.. Im really excited. things are so great ( Read more... )

So I'm begginning to feel conflicted again. I know that it by far isnt my destined profession but for some reason my life is pulling me towards music again. I keep finding everything draws me too it, it fills my soul with this liveliness... and that IM seeing signs of music in my life EVERYWHERE.. More than ever Im convinced I owe it a shot in ( Read more... )

First off I would like to ask all of you to pray for a new friend of mine, Mario. He works with me at Brixx and has had a HUGE hand in helping me learn the ropes. Anyways we have developed somewhat f a close relationship recently and tonight he gave me some news that broke my heart..while we were closing tonight and doing our side work he got a ( Read more... )