So today hasn't started so well and has been fairly humbling as my life seems to be. I was watching espn this morning when they broke the news that Tony Dungy's son was found dead this morning at the age of 18!!! So sad that a life was lost this early in its existence. Unfortunately that was the beginning as my mother informed me of the death of a ( Read more... )

I wish someone could explain to me what life is all about. I want to know why we have to go through all the random bullshit and drama, and why we must be tested so much. I feel like a fucking guinea pig. Im always getting to that point where i think i have everything around me figured out and then wham something little (or sometimes big) hits me ( Read more... )

So I went to Ted'd wake tonight. It was hard to be there and see all of his family so bravel trying to keep a strong face. Even harder waas to look into the coffin and see the smiling face, one that had numerous times fed me and taken me into his home, knowing that that face would never light up again and that after tmorrow the smile I beheld would ( Read more... )

For those of you who know the battle i've been going through....Ted Mackorell died this morning at 10:30....everytime i start to think I'm back to normal....R.I.P. Ted. You're impact will always be felt upon the world as long as I am around ( Read more... )

So yeah I'm not sure where to startwith this update or what exactlyi SHOULD and NEED to include but here it goes ( Read more... )

Ok allI can say right now is OMG what an amzingly incredible day. I AM TOTALLY HIGH ON LIFE RIGHT NOW! I got an Aladdin costume to match Emma's for Halloween and it cost me $80 but it was totally worth it because I can wear the thing forever like even when I have kids of my own and stuff and it looks IDENTICAL to the one he wore when he was prince ( Read more... )

So today was my first day of work in...oohhh..i dunno FOREVER!!!!!! I had so much fun hanging out with everyone again. I saw most of the old waitresses that I love so dearly, hung out with some of the new people for a bit so I could learn more about them and just all in all had a great day. One negative was tha Shaft and Andre are gone now which ( Read more... )

Sorry for my severe lack of posting over the past months(?). My computer at school has been down for quite sometime and is really pissing me off so I have not been able to do much at all as far as the internet is concerned....for all those wondering YES THIS HAS MOST DEFINITLEY INCREASED MY ALREADY FIREY HATRED FOR PC'S!!!!!!.....so like I was ( Read more... )

Leave it to me to finally reach that perfect place in my life...to struggle to keep my life together..reach what ive strived so long for..and MURDER it within a moment ( Read more... )

Last weeks problems...OVER! I talked things out and discovered the root of all the problems..hopefully someone learned an important lesson about hiding information from me that can completely change ones outlook on situations *cough cough*. Things seem to be far far far better than they were..although that just leaves more room for a huge crash ( Read more... )