sometimes i think of women, the ones i've touched the ones i've dreamt of touching and some i'd never dream of touching and it all seems so foreign. a kiss a touch mostly a warm moist breath on the back of my neck with future intentions of turning to that sweet nameless face with every intention of kissing every inch above surrounding and below ( Read more... )

it has become amazing to me how in numerous occasions i have had people completely break any sort of contact with me for no apparent reason. by this i do not mean growing apart from someone that i could say hello to today and they would most likely embrace my welcome warmly, i mean people who go out of their way to never see or hear from me and ( Read more... )

i never understood traumatic experiences until i had one i could recall

baby
glamour ain't your shoes
not that grilled cheese
swallow what you say before reiterating
of unsanity
incapable comprehension
complete lack
not motor
humaninty
compassion
nature
empathy
for god's fuckingsake be something!

blistered heels took me out early but i gotta get back in the groove of things, more physical activities and attempting to not smoke as much

i've become a master of falling out of sight and mind
but i realized last night with the 80's dancers and hipsters that i thought might be different that it's the same everywhere, which is refreshing, but where does that leave me room to sit and think?

sing me to sleep sing me awake for god's sake just fucking sing to me!

rockstar sunglasses driving to work
i'm not there
bmw riding my ass
this isn't life
that ain't life

kick me while i'm down it'll be that much sweeter when i'm up again

people have been confusing, i had an insanely good weekend and feel like i understand myself and others much better, i know that sounds stupid, but it's true, saturday/sunday was fucking intense, even more so then friday's activity ( Read more... )