Just as a matter of statement, I'm moving my blog:  http://excelforward.blogspot.com

That's about it.  See you all later.

  So, I've been thinking of something recently that is a bit odd, even for my line of thinking.  I've been doing a lot of reading over other religions, accounts of personal religious experience (shamanism, Zen buddhism, catholicism), and it's got me thinking about the nature and gender of God.  A had a bit of an interesting revelation yesterday:  ( Read more... )

  It's been nearly three weeks now.  Torn asunder, split apart, and oh-so-carefully stitching myself back together has kept me quite busy as of late.  I'm finding things out about myself that I understood so well that I wasn't even aware of them.  Funny how that works.  One thing I'm working on currently is my anxiety. Something I never really ( Read more... )

  I opened this site up for the one whom I think needs to see it the most right now.  Unfortunately, as open as a person I am, I also am a very private person.  I don't always share everything.  For better or for ill, this site is my more or less unfiltered profanity and thought.  I do tend to lose meaning to my rhyming occasionally, but I hope the ( Read more... )

  I write to you today, being the grim reaper of my life as I know it.  Like Zeus, the thunderbolt has been launched and I've been torn apart from my other half.  Not by gods or fate this time, but merely by decision.  A decision I don't believe will be undone as I have believed in the past.  The reason is because I have not given up, but he has.  ( Read more... )

  The trauma portion of this week's earlier events is still haunting me.  What sucks a bit more is that Robbie's temporary reprieve in work stress has now come back with a vengeance.  On top of that, he's suffering through a bit of seasonal depression which is making life a tad annoying.  I'm just ready for this b/s to be over and done with so I  ( Read more... )

  So, last night was an interesting one.  I'm now rather tired and minus one vehicle.  So, evening was working out fine, just a normal evening at work.  Things got awkward when I had a young girl (aged from about 16-18 or there abouts) mention that she was running away. At first Mike and I thought "Oh, being sarcastic because she has a huge ( Read more... )

  So, while as much as I have enjoyed it, an era of my life is now over.  No, not the love life- after the last post we finally sat down and had a conversation.. a much needed one.  One of the outcomes of fore-mentioned conversation is that we gave up World of Warcraft.  While it's only been maybe three days, I'm feeling better than I have in ages ( Read more... )

  It appears Pavlov has rung his bell, and here I am foaming and frothing waiting for my next piece of kibble.  A skeleton from my closet has decided to open the door to his cage and set himself free again.  In doing so this person has regained all the glory and glamor in my eyes as was once.  The good of this is that it brings back wonderful ( Read more... )

Warning:  What is ahead is a spilling of my thoughts over into words as they come to me ( Read more... )