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Gah i haven't been to this thing since like november, i think, but umm here i am anyways. I have been lost on other sites like vampire freaks, my space, and the dilly. But oh man i think its time to bring this journal back to its pathetic life ( Read more... )

garrrrrr that came out so wrong i'm not loved . . . stupid computer !!!!!!

Gah . . . . i've been feeling somewhat depressed lately but have no clue why. I have no reason to be depressed i'm happy with how my life is right now except with the fact that i'm stressing that whole stupid college thing and their deadlines hmmmm . . . . dec. 1st coming up really quickly. I have only gotten a chance to get an application from ( Read more... )

as it is stated above i am morbidly depressed for i am all alone once again. but it's my decision being alone, for it is the only way for me to get over all of my ex's. i broke up with antonio during the summer and well it has been going great he is like my best friend in some sort of way but now that we're back in school people think that we got ( Read more... )

The night is long . . . silence overcomed the shattered room. Blood lays splattered on the walls. The mourning souls were set released from their unlit chambers. The howlings, the screams, and the sounds of cries sorround what seems to be a hollow corps laying on the cold unearthed dirt ( Read more... )

I feel very random right now and bored . . . just got [VF] i think i got my skirt in the mail already but just don't have it with me b/c they failed to ring the stupid doorbell so now i have to pick it up at the post office tomorrow after i get done with work. But hmmmm . . . yeah i went to work today (busy indeed it was) but i got a good 5 hrs. ( Read more... )

thoughts in mind ( Read more... )

in the darkness of the night in which i'm obliged by there is not but one sound in which entices

thought in mind ( Read more... )