well, i have been home for a little over an hour now, and the only reason i didn't begin writing this earlier is because i read a few pages of the book im reading. the book is called "the perks of being a wallflower", im sure many of you have heard of it, but for some reason, from the first page i read, i could tell it would be my favorite book. ( Read more... )

its a little after 11:30 PM, and all i can think of is how scared shitless ill be tomorrow. two shows in one day. i get nervous playing one show. but then theres two now. and im wearing a damn bandana around my face to cap it all off. ill probably get laughed at when i get up there, but i dont care. its so weird, people look at me and think im the ( Read more... )

have you ever noticed that not many people look at life in more than one point of view. they stick to that one idea that they have and they never want to give it up. everyone is like that in some way or another. even though the majority of us will never admit it, because of fear of humilty. i was sitting in english today and it was the last 5 ( Read more... )

wow, i made a hyprocrite out of myself today. earlier i explained how wonderful the littlest things can make your life so happy. well, i guess it just shows its a two way street. with happiness, sorrow is always there. i had an extremely long day and every minute of the day it seemed to get worse. we have band practice and it was just a drunken ( Read more... )

well, my sister, Sandra, had her first baby today at 6:51 AM (the little guy is already a lady killer...i wish i was (tear). so now that we have a new edition to the family, it started to make me think. lately, i have been in a really shitty mood, and to be honest, i still am. but as i was driving home from the hospital, i just thought about how ( Read more... )

well, today has most certainly been odd. school sucked (as usual), but i got home and immeditely got online, well, my mom comes home and says my sister is going to have her baby any minute. false alarm. so ive been at my grandpas house all night. so besides talking to friends online, i decided to call our bassist, Jared. well, after the usual ( Read more... )

well, today really sucked. i was tired all day and when i was leaving one of my classes some guys through stuff at me. so i turn around and the guys were huge, so i walked away quickly. i hate that crap. i get picked on all the time and im sick of it. but, on a better note, our band is playing two shows on saturday (well, one if it rains). we are ( Read more... )

well, this is my first entry for lj. if you can't stand the very emo journal entries, you will probably hate me. i hope you don't hate me though. im really nice :) just extremely emo. yeah, i cant think of anything else. bye bye.