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[mournrfuldolly]

I feel a strong need to cry right now. I am a lonely lonely person. And now I understand why no one wants to hang out with me anymore. It's because I'm just way too boring. I thought my life was too boring for me, but it turns out, it's too boring for anyone else. I have one friend. Darren. But I need more people, now, I think. I am so tired of

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[razrbldevaletin]

I know how you feel, actually.

There was a point maybe 2-3 months ago where I felt the exact same way.....

and then I started to get shit done......I started with cleaning my room bottom to top......made me feel confident....then I went out to my little apartment's gym section.....and worked out a little....went to a concert, met a buncha new people......re-joined my band.....

all I'm saying is...clean your room, see what happens.....maybe it will open up something for you.

I care about you, jayme cares about you......idk the other people, but I know me and jayme do at least.

[mournrfuldolly]

Well, the room's pretty clean now, and I work out at the gym, but it doesn't change my lonliness at all. Oh well.

[metropolis_pt3]

Depsite what you may think, trust me, you're just growing up, and it's really really hard.

[mournrfuldolly]

I don't know what that's supposed to mean, really. Everyone else I knew my age has fun, and still has friends. I'm the only loser around here. But whatever.

[lonlygrl]

Elizabeth... you know I actually do care. I still read these. I don't like knowing you're unhappy. I don't like seeing that you feel like no one cares because I know people care. I care.

But I leave you comments and they get deleted. I want to hang out with you and something always comes up. You never told me where you live. I don't have your number anymore. You never asked for mine that I can remember.

I can only try so hard before I say fuck it. I'm here when you need me.

I would love to go see you. I dont care how ugly you think you are now because of the weight. You'll always be that same old beautiful porcelain doll to me. You're not boring. You're one of the most amusing people I know and I love being around you. I love hearing you laugh. I love watching you play video games and watching movies with you.

I have a car. I could go see you. It's all just a matter of I have NO idea where you live and how to get to you.

[lonlygrl]

Btw my cell number now is (602) 510-0083. Call me ANYTIME. I miss you. I really do. If you're too shy or anything to call me... then give me your number and i'll call you until your ass answers.

[lollipophorror]

Lady lady lady. I know I might not help a whole bunch seeing how I'm almost 12 and I'm in 6th grade. But I surely care about you and I know a lot of other people do too. Hey I don't have that many friends either and I never get to hang out with 'em and I might never be able to hang out with any of my friends...all I do is sit around...eat....go and the computer and that's about it. Talk about someone having no life....

[mournrfuldolly]

We have a similar life, you and I. Only I have a baby to take care of. And your grandma is constantly being a bitch to us, though, mostly just me. Ah, I might just move the hell outta here.