I just now rememebered I have a lj still...bahahahahahaha and felt like updating for some reason. :P I don't know if anyone I know even does this thing anymore...ohhh well.
Just thought I'd say I'm still alive. :D Weehoo!

Kay so i'm updating..wow! like anyone cares...bahahahaha...i'm living at my dad's, have been here for the past six months, now, michael's having his own life without me, and i'm eleanore's primary care giver now, we see him only once, maybe twice a month if we're super lucky....and to be just completely honest...I'm miserable. I fucked up bigtime, ( Read more... )

blah blah life sucks la la la...

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Eleanore can walk now! Yay! Now she drives me even more insane! But oh well ( Read more... )

Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Well, my life is boring, as usual, but now I sometimes have a bit o money to spend. Well, not right now, I spent my entire check already...hahahahaha! What a loser....I just had to buy cds though. Blutengel cds...because they are my FAVORITE BAND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!! Oh, they're so magical....yeah....anywho...I dont know when ( Read more... )

I went with Sonja to Mervyn's because she signed me up for their credit card, and I actually found stuff there I liked. I got my sweet Eleanore some jammies, and socks, and a stuffed puppy, and a dollie, and I wanted to get her tea sets, and play food, and more dolls, and bath toys... but I knew I shouldn't since Christmas is coming up. I wanted to ( Read more... )

Okay, I only worked in the back at goodwill with the mexicanos for one day. The boss gave me a chance to do cash registers, and that's what I've been doing for the past few weeks! It's kinda fun, but not really. My feet hurt so badly at the end of the day. But the people I work with are so nice. Especially Daniel!!!! OH my stars!!!!!!!!!!! He's gay ( Read more... )

Fuckin good will called me today. Just the place I didn't really want to work. And now I have a job. My berry first job, and I am scarrrred! I have to put tags on the clothes and then put em on the racks in the store, and I'm nervous about remembering where everything goes, but I get two weeks of training. Only one girl speaks english, though. So I ( Read more... )

I feel more like myself now, I was just a little crazy for a few days, but I think I'm getting better. I talked myself into beleiving that it doesn't matter how many friends I have. If the ones I hung out with ignore me now, that's their own problem, so I need to stop feeling guilty and what not over it, and just not care. Michael's grandma was ( Read more... )

I feel a strong need to cry right now. I am a lonely lonely person. And now I understand why no one wants to hang out with me anymore. It's because I'm just way too boring. I thought my life was too boring for me, but it turns out, it's too boring for anyone else. I have one friend. Darren. But I need more people, now, I think. I am so tired of ( Read more... )