I've spent all of today cleaning the room, and trying to find Michael's freakin' car keys. Why does he always lose them? Well, they're gone for good, this time. He must've thrown them away, I didn't think it possible, but I guess he must've. Well, he can dig through that smelly garbage, I'm not, I'll throw up. So anyways, today is boring, as usual ( Read more... )

Well...this is boring.

It's five something in the morning. Why am I awake? Because I have horrible pain in my upper back/neck/shoulder, and I am having trouble breathing, probably from the caffeine in the darn midol. I've decided I wish I could see a therapist. But, who has the money for that? I just need some one to talk to, some one who will really listen, and not just ( Read more... )

I'm not having another baby ( Read more... )

I've had a shitty few days, worrying. I might be pregnant again ( Read more... )

I'M FAT.

:'(

I have a frickin pain in me back, and it won't go away! Well, it's kind of in my side, too. I can't stand it anymore! I'm in a trance listening to Moi dix Mois...they are so magical...I keep spacing off! Except for that dern pain that won't leaf me alone! Waaaaaaaah ( Read more... )

Last night, I had an awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwsome dream. Well, to me, I liked it. Because I........was kidnapped by a VAMPIRE!!!! He had light hair, like in other dreams. And he kind of looked like the vampire from Vampire Hunter D Bloodlust. He was ~BEAUTIFUL ( Read more... )

I've been listening to "Stirb Nicht Vor Mir" over and over today, and I've decided, it's my favorite song in the whole wide world!!! For now, anyways...it reminds me of the vampire dreams I have...so ( Read more... )

Okay, I've had some crazy dreams, but I can't quite describe them just right....too confusing. I would just like to know why my so many of my dreams have something to do with me being in love with someone I don't know? It's weird ( Read more... )