tonight was the last performance of the king and i at marian. it was my last time doing theater for marian. it makes me kinda sad... just to not be able to hangout backstage and bum around with friends... wow... im a senior. jeezus...

time is just flying by.

fuk fuk fuk fukity fuk fuk...

hahahahahaa...... im so dang tired. i hate that we are both so stubborn...

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

jeebus crist

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

stupid people piss me off ( Read more... )

i wish you would hold me the way i wanted you to...

its not fair... but then life never is.

phuck

its insignificant. not even noticable... no ones said anything bout it, and thats good its what i want. it was an accident.. it only hurts a bit it didnt break skin but it still might make a scar. haha is it wrong to say that i hope it turns out to be a cool scar? lol im such a dork ( Read more... )

i miss you more than you'll ever know..
but its just a phase and i'll get over it.
i dont want to but time and everything else is against me.

i wish you didnt have to be so far away...

i wish you knew...

i wish i would stop making useless wishes...

( no one will read this... its for me more for anyone else )

lost in the dark ( Read more... )

im empty again

some one end it all

save me... let me go

leave me alone

i love reading about love.. i love reading about things that i will never experience... because im dumb... and it will never stop.