had a dream last night. i dont remember all the details but it was a rather sweet. but when i woke up i was left with this ache in my chest. and as i lay there i realised that it might never happen. and all i would be left with would be my hopes and dreams for things i would never get. maybe my dream came on because of all that was happening around ( Read more... )

hurts dont it?

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i got this email from tito ed... and it got me riled up. lol. i mean well things have been...interesting to say the least, but this.. it just... i cant even explain. just read

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i guess you could say that i have no right to be pissed. cause i told em that they could go out. ahhHhHHhhahhhhhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! so i had/am having a breakdown. ( Read more... )

things would be so much easier if i knew ( Read more... )

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i wish that i could sort out these... thoughts. that i didnt think so much. everything would be so much easier ( Read more... )

so.. for some reason i am in one of my moods.. i dont know why i just am... no strike that i know why.. cause of what someone said and how waht they said made me think.. but it doesnt really matter for now because this feelings going to pass and then i will be ok.. until it returns.. who knows.. im pretty resiliant...LOL even though i cant spell it ( Read more... )