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Almost a year later
Time has felt weird for the last year and a half. Like it's simultaneously moving extremely slow and extremely fast. Mostly it feels like a year can't have gone by. The estate is finally almost finished. The house finally was (mostly) emptied and we got it under contract in less than a week on the market. At the advice of my realtor, I priced it a ( Read more... ) -
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It's like nothing is real. Thinking too hard about it just leads to a short meltdown before my brain cuts it off again. No more gifts that he picked out for me. No more finding the perfect gift for him that will get me that grin and a hug. For that matter, no more hugs. No more "I love you ( Read more... ) -
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Things have been pretty fucked up. I used to write out journal posts in my head all the time, and then I slowly stopped remembering to write them, or got too lazy to go do it. But it has been a quiet shitstorm. I'm not as upset all the time as I was at first, and it's now mostly easy to forget about. I mean, I didn't see or talk to him every day or ( Read more... ) -
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So, last Monday my dad passed away. We went to visit the Friday before, and he was actually doing okay. I spoke to the doctor who said he had been breathing well (even though they had moved him to the ICU because they were worried he was having trouble breathing) and they thought he would be able to improve on his own without a liver transplant. ( Read more... ) -
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I'm kind of conflicted at this point. My dad has gotten worse - he got moved to the ICU late last night as he was having trouble breathing, I think. There's a lot of fluid building up in his abdomen and it's putting pressure on his lungs, if I understood right. When we visited today his breathing was pretty okay though, and no tube for that. He ( Read more... ) -
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SLEEPING IS STUPID AND I DON'T DO IT ( Read more... ) -
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Can't turn my brain off, so for some stupid reason I thought I'd look at livejournal again. After only 3 years ( Read more... ) -
three months!
I'm finally used to working a full time schedule. Being at work for eight hours at a time is fine, it's just not having as much time in the rest of the day that sucks! I have a lot more to do at work, and less time stuck on the desk to spend doing those things. Nothing exciting really, although I'll be running our nonfiction book club now. We had ( Read more... ) -
mostly work
Ugh, things ( Read more... ) -
31 Days of horror 2011
31 Days of Horror master list ( Read more... )