so my computers hard drive i guess decided to go caput. leaving me computerless and pissed off and losing all the my info. i tried doing system recovery like the guy from toshiba told me to, butttt, that failed in the middle. leaves me angry and probably out of a lot of money when i get it fixed. my hard drive went once, why do you have to fucking ( Read more... )

so i just got back from PC a few minutes ago. It was my friends bridal shower, which was weird, i guess because i've never gone to one before and they played "bridal games" lol. i won a prize. it was interesting. samantha's really excited, and i'm excited for her. then after the shower me and adrianne parted, i went home and saw my dad and he ( Read more... )

so my life is fucking insane lately. in a good way. minus this damn sickness. i got some new kickass hair, which is getting long as hell, but i reallllly like it straight, it's nice and sexy. woot for that. this weekend is the wedding and that is quite exciting, i get to be all pretified, and catie is joining me. woot again. and then after that i ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated nearly at all lately. so i guess i should discuss myself, isn't that what this thing is for anyway? well trip to down south florida came and went, i am an idiot, i believe this. next time i won't be so stupid. now i'm back in jax still have no idea whether or not i am happy or not yet. that's probably not a good thing. people ( Read more... )

the drive down was kinda long and just weird. really weird. i have no idea why though. so paul's and carlo's couch sucked me in heavily. 15 hours of sleep. i guess that makes up for the sleep i've lost these past few days. had some weird dreams, but that seems to be the usual with me lately. but dman if i lay my head on that couch again i will be ( Read more... )

bah im in the blahest moood ever. i have errands to run tomorrow, and i need to stop being as paranoid as i am because it does me no good. i went to the gym at 2 in the morning lol, and i went at 6 today, i had dreams about doing western unions which is so odd. i am so bloated and drinking water like it doesn't have a name anymore. bah bah bah. ( Read more... )

well workin 4 days in a row kind of sucks sometimes. especially with stupid ass people that don't speak fucking english and you can't communicate with them. plus being 10 dollars short, when i didn't even run my own till the whole night, someone else did. it was a long day i'm grouchy and poop. we're cooking chicken, it smeells goood. yummmmmmmmmy ( Read more... )

there was a goal tog et up at 9 and go work out and go to the pool, but i couldn't fall asleep for the life of me last night so i woke up at 12 instead, and so i guess i am going to the gym after work. i am cold at the moment, probably because i am wearing close to nothing. i bought this cute lingerie shirt thing with matching underwear, it has ( Read more... )

why? lol i'm retarded when intoxicated lately. i seem to pass out on the floor. time to go to work, but i'm a tad dizzy oh wells. heh. peace.

you know, i really must have something wrong with me. i always give to much and never get anything back. i pick the wrong ones, and the ones i think are right turn out to hurt me in the end like always. i try to play it off like i'm happy, i try to help other people with the same problems. i do this because i feel well if i can't be happy i want ( Read more... )