Ciao Livejournal !

I'm switching to wordpress.

'Cause it's better.

word.

i lost 3 of my friend's comic books, and i need to replace them.

they are $25.

each.

my dad's alternater broke today. $450.

my computer is bugging out... $80+

holiday gifts... $300+

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guess i'll have to return some of those impulse buys from last weekend.

i want to be stronger. i want to push myself.

i want to like the person that i am.

"there are no refunds on your body. you've got to own it."

i will i will i will.

i've been such a bitch lately. it seems uncontrollable, it's always unexpected.
i can feel my father's rage inside of me.

i miss my cat. i know that seems trivial, but it means so much more than you can know ( Read more... )

i find myself tangled up
hiding from the cold
wrapped up tight within covers.

i find myself wanting to
needing to reflect
but alas, unable to.

i find myself alone, yet
not alone at all.
i have found someone to love.

my life and my money and my food and my homework and my responsibilities and my friends and my parents and my job and my wants and my needs and even my boyfriend--i disect them. i tear them apart in fits of passion, justifying my blatant errors and wrong-doings with the excuse that "i'm still learning ( Read more... )

you will always feel alone.

this place has pushed me to become more mature than i ever thought possible. i have learned so much about how to talk to people, about what "time management" really means... most of all i've learned a lot about myself. about how far i can go, about how much it takes to really make me angry ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. wired on caffeine or nerves or who knows. i got a solid 4 hours, from about 5am-9am.
i'm nervous.