So i've decided to become more optimistic about life and myself and everything around me. Easier said than done from an eternal cynic but I'm taking it day by day. The first few things I have to face is that I was creating a lot of the anger I carried everyday, I let so much pile up that I couldn't breathe from the weight of it, I need to learn how ( Read more... )

if you experience one of life's senseless tragedies how do you get past the senseless part?
how do you begin to make sense of it? How can you achieve peace of mind? I wish someone would let me know.

i'm reading a book called motherless daughters. Its a work in progress because its so hard to get through it makes you relive every detail of her life that i never appreciated and every aspect of her death that i can never forget. I forget about all the great things she did for this family and for me because it's overshadowed by her death. How she ( Read more... )

I don't know what life is supposed to mean anymore, i just feel like i'm stuck. i'm running as hard as i can but i'm not moving..

i think i could of loved you ( Read more... )

There are days when I can think of nothing but my happiness, how much I have to be thankful for and what blessings i've been given, When i'm happy just being with my friends or driving around listening to music. These are what I could call my good days these are the days that i wish could fill my entire life ( Read more... )

I feel myself focusing a lot on music lately, more so than usual. It's like the music always speaks directly to me, no matter how upset or oblivious I am, if i put on a record or listen to my ipod that fog lifts. The music cuts right to me, the emotions i've tried to ignore always hit me full force, whether its happiness, despair, anger.. i can ( Read more... )

Someone i see everyday-" hey nicole, hey jenna, hey..uhh do you go to lockview?"
Me- "yeah.. unfortunately."

I'M INVISIBLE..
I HATE IT..

sooo work sucks.. i have 0 shifts this week which equals to a less fortunate amy, after u factor in gas ( Read more... )