i owe you so much journal. i owe you an explanation for being away for so long, and i owe myself the chance to record memories ( Read more... )

it's a long story, but i only have 11 minutes to get this done. and in that 11 minutes i also have to have my goodnight 'nightcap'. is that one word or two ( Read more... )

My first trip to the Hamptons is scheduled to happen in about 7 hours. We-Amanda and Janine from work are going as well!-will take the infamous jitney, and stay the weekend. I certainly hope the rumors about free snacks are true. We were lucky enough to remain on the good side of our director of retail, and are ‘working’ in the stores tomorrow and ( Read more... )

True Story. Two roommates. It's way past one's bedtime ( Read more... )

two things ( Read more... )

my shoulders are killing me. i am always giving people massages and no one ever gives them to me. to quote amy winehouse, 'what kind of fuckery is this ( Read more... )

friday night, new york city. not raining...finally! hanging out with triple initial blonde-y. somewhere between passing out at a respectable hour and staying up to spite the dawn ( Read more... )

-days since returning from atlantic city with std, amber, and nina: 3. sadness, good times were had. i managed to spend a little time with each, and i realized that this marked the first time i had ever slept in the same bed with amber. she looks like a baby chipmunk and sounds like a bear with one paw in a trap when she snores ( Read more... )

'you drive me crazy, i just can't sleep. i'm so excited, i'm in too deep.'- britney spears ( Read more... )

I’m back again. How many entries have started with this? My entries are spaced so far apart and are usually so lofty. I get aggravated with my optimistic rambling when I look back on them, needing to be reminded of when something happened. Instead I find a long motivational letter to self. The good part is that almost everything I have claimed has ( Read more... )