i hate being right

[movemestar]

Hi Journal. In four years I have never made an entry private. Never! Why hide something from you? But then, last week sometime, I wrote one and I was just hysterically crying at the end and then it hit me that I was either completely losing it, or being overly dramatic, or both

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Girl! I know how you feel!

[stephi86]

Hey! I went through this last year. I remember getting that extremely scary phone call from my gynocologist, and I went in the very next day to do the biopsy and start getting treated. The biopsy is not pleasant at all but it's very relevant. And when I started getting treated, the doctor used a medicine on me that I had a horrible reaction to, so see if you can do like a test run for one of the medicines. (I would tell you what happened and what kind of medicine it was, but this is very public. If you'd like, I can tell you via facebook message if you want to ask your doctor about it.) But anyway, take care of this as soon as you possibly can and you'll be fine. Don't worry! It will go away with the treatment. :-)

Phone ringing

[tiwifi]

These kind of wake up calls are so scary. I don't have words to make it all better. But know you are loved. Don't be afraid to ask for help from those around you.

[hollianne]

i got a similar call two weeks ago - not quite as urgent, but it still freaked me out.
lj doesn't have to be so private because when you open up, people can send good thoughts and prayers your way.
miss you. let me know if you need anything.

[movemestar]

ooh, holly! that sent shivers down my spine. so true, you share and then you receive the miracle of prayer through friends and family. thank you SO much for that reminder.