Ok. New dawn, new day. I can never remember what order they go in when you sing the song. But you know what I DO know? I know that by the end of today I will have a favorite director and reasons why, and an answer to every other question that my acting teacher asked me. Again, I am terribly embarrassed about my ‘slate’ yesterday and I will never ( Read more... )

alright. this will be finished and elaborated upon further in the future. but for now, i think my biggest concern involves the dried tears and dirty towel--said tears, and yes, probably snot are on aforementioned towel--sitting next to me on the mini-couch. loveseat. whatever. i can't believe i'm trying to 'witty' myself. as if i could trick ME? ( Read more... )

sometime after us getting home to our apartment--which i don't remember--and me getting changed into pajamas and crashing to bed,i woke up feeling panicked about having to pee. that, to me, is pretty good. better to be a person that wakes up frantically than one who pees in the bed. so, on this night, i woke up panicked and i ran out of my room and ( Read more... )

I would like to recap my week. Cue the music ( Read more... )

oh wow. balancing this laptop on my stomach is a bit hard, i feel so full. but it's an enjoyable sense of full i suppose. in a good, well-spent time sort of way. looking around the house, my only regret is that the tv is so big, the house so clean and sparkly, the life around me so organized, that i feel comfortable (and full) enough to just sit ( Read more... )

"Do you want to leave it here or take it?" he asks. "Leave it" I say, and I am so happy he has asked me to leave contact solution-contact solution that has probably lost its cleansing powers either from the heat in the desert or the shaking by Israeli guards at the airport or from being dropped and banged as a result of being tucked into the ( Read more... )

good music on the television. i am so glad to finally be here, on my favorite couch. they match by the way, the couches. but so happy to finlly be here and able to write. i am so happy and giddy all over and i don't think i have to hide that from anyone. not you, journal ( Read more... )

little tidbits here and there. now that i've started this i realize that typing is noisy. especially if you do it like me. and erin is trying, needing, to sleep in order to wake up and work on a saturday morning ( Read more... )

when i come with my pimp hand, i come correct ( Read more... )

and on the third day, He was risen! hooray ( Read more... )