If i could go back and do it all over again, i would go back and make myself a better person....better for you. I know that you'll never read thing and you have no idea who you are to me but i just need to put it out there into words. That i care for you even though you don't know it. Even though you probably never will because you think you aren' ( Read more... )

....Haven't been here in a while, i almost forgot what to do. This have definalty changed since the last time i updated, hell they've changed drastically since i started this bad boy back in highschool. I barely talk to anyone i knew from back then, i'm deninatly more opinionated and no longer taking crap from everyone. What can i say you can't ( Read more... )

Ever wake up and wish you were someone else? Did you ever with you could do things differently or not do them at all? Ever regret something you regreted you did or didn't do?

Yeah thats basically what it is....a much needed update. Whatever happened to me and this livejournal think....really i use to write in here all the time now i barely rarely ever do. I wanna know what happened? Hell isn't that all we want....i wanna know what happened to everything....to when everyone stopped chilling in one big fucking group.... ( Read more... )

i really haven't updated in an eternity.....i've been busy a lot lately and working crazy hours. there's not a lot new with my life, but there's a few. I'm not as depressed as i use to be anymore, which is fuckin fabulous! I've been going out and actually doing things a lot more. it feels good to actually do something and go out hten stay in the ( Read more... )

After much deliberation I've decided not to have a New Years Party.

Don't you ever wonder ( Read more... )

Favorite foods meme ( Read more... )

I couldn't have asked for anything better then 15 years with Mimo, my cat. I tried to block it out of my head so i would have fun tonight and it worked, but now i come home and don't hear her jingling bells as she comes to greet me with her cute kitty smile. I lost her. I loose everything that i love....WTF....seriously. I miss her. She was one of ( Read more... )

Its hard to wake up ( Read more... )