i just found out that a story i wrote awhile ago is going to get published.
its just in the shoreline student arts magazine or whatever it is, but it still makes me feel really good.
the only thing is its a really personal story so it'll be kinda weird seeing it in a book.

it sucks being from one of the most privileged areas of the most privileged country in the world and still feeling hollow as shit. maybe its just cause ive never worked for anything.

How Buddhism Relates to Some Privileged Suburban Kid

If for some crazy reason a newborn baby was fully conscious as well as capable of speech and they happened to ask ( Read more... )

life has been slipping by really fast lately and i honestly don't mind. all i've been doing is sleeping at least 10 hours a day, reading, playing music and waiting for it to be warm. hopefully this summer i'll be able to go jamaica. it would be through a class at shoreline. we'd live on a coffee plantation way up in the mountains and help the ( Read more... )

well this weekend was gonna be crazy. but then i got the flu or something crazy and didnt get out of bed for 3 days. it just kinda feels like i have a really bad cold now. anyway i read an entire book got pretty far in zelda II for regular nintendo listened to the beatles alot and got like 34 hours of sleep i guess i cant really complain.

i hate being like this. i hate depression. its always comes back over and over agian. it never really goes away. no creativity. no energy. paranoid. anxiety. mind never stops imagining horrible situations. try to sleep away the day. end up laying awake all night. can't see the posative in anything ( Read more... )